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April 02

Online Gallery & Commmisssions

  

March 24

The Touch Of Life..

The Touch of Life ...
 
A Feeling as No Other
There is nothing in Comparison,
Nothing is More Real than "This Touch"
It walks us, Within Ourselves
And Casts our Thoughts,
And our Emotions Flowing
It's the kind of Touch
That penetrates us,
Beyond the Flesh,
And Its' Touch is Infinite ...
The Touch of Life ...
Thrives to "Live" Inside Us,
And Wants..As Much..to Die;
It leaves ourselves Convinced
That Flesh, Heart and Soul...
Are becoming Desensitized,
Yet, this Loss of Sensation
Is The "Most Sensational"
Of the Touches of Life ...
Never...Has there Been;
A Touch, So Fulfilling,
Nor a Touch As Void and Numb,
As Is,
The Touch of Life ...
 
 
 
~*~ 11-30-07 ~*~
by Katy J. A.
 
 
 
 
December 10

Pieces of Life

 
 
 

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Pieces of Life....

An Enormous Canvas

Filled with a Picture

Of the Unknown

And the Unexpected

Hopelessly searching this Image

Seeking to find Its' Rainbow

Only to Find

Its' Color has turned to Tears of Grey

As all of the Pieces are Torn Away

~*~ 12.09.07 ~*~

by Katy J.A.

©2007 =nomikjustkaty

http://nomikjustkaty.deviantart.com/art/Pieces-of-Life-71788520

 

Stock is by "raflower"  @  SXC   http://www.sxc.hu/browse.phtml?f=download&id=845316

 

 

 

 

October 13

Nothingness...

 


Beliefs..
Dreams...
Beyond the Conscience
Of the Minds' Set
In Reality
Have Carved themselves
Into the Stone
Of a Cold and Dark Heart
Where once there were no changes
In what we Believed
They're no longer conceived...
Only the Crumblings
Of a Cold and Dark Stone
As it Dissipates into Dust
And it Fades;
 
Nothingness...
 
 
~*~ 09.24.07 ~*~
 
 ©2007 =nomikjustkaty
 
 
 
 
 
May 27

Because I've Seen My Future..

 
 
 
The answer always Lain
Before my very Eyes
Embraced in the Pain
In The Truth of my Demise
Existent from the Dawn
Brought Forth from the Past
It was there all along
A Fate that surpassed
All comprehension
Unfathomable How Vast
My Dark Destiny
And There is no Remedy

Because I've Seen My Future...

~*~ 05.08.07 ~*~
 
 
 ©2007 *nomikjustkaty
 
 
 
 
 
April 03

A Faded Dawn...


  My Heart, It is Bound
Lost and Deluded
In an Illusive Fallacy
Holding my Heart Hostage
My Mind, It is Clouded
In the Unreality
Of a Neverending Dream
My Soul, An Endless Search
Unbinding Mind and Hearts' Confusion
And Frees Them to Delusion
Crossing over, Going Beyond
And the Dream Becomes
A Faded Dawn..
 
 ~*~04.02.07~*~
 
 
 ©2007 *nomikjustkaty
 
 
 
March 18

Hanging in the Balance...

 
 
Disdained and Contempt
Taunted and Scorned
Although the Right Intent
Remain Forsaken and Forlorn
Never to Acheive
What is Attempt
No matter the Strife
Getting Harder to Beleive
In this thing called Life
Beginning to Conceive
There will never be "that" Chance
Waiting for Releif
Whilst
Hanging in the Balance...
 
~*~03.13.07~*~
 
 ©2007 *nomikjustkaty
 

 
March 07

Requiem of the Silence...

 
A Contemplation
While Over Tears I Cry
I wonder about my Dreams
Have They all Begun to Die
Am I just a Ghost
Of Where Dreams
I am Only a Host
Never to be a Part
Dreams that Always Leave me..
They leave Adrift and Afloat
I Watch it all Recede
Once Again, I am in the Dark
No longer the Prelude to Dreams
But a Requiem of the Silence...

      ~*~ 03.07.07 ~*~
 
  ©2007 *nomikjustkaty 

 

 

 

February 20

The Earth Is Calling...

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Falling Feathers by "fish" @ sxc.u[link]

Sad Swing by "jonathanma" @ sxc.hu[link] 

 

February 05

Silent Language of the Soul...

 
 
 
The sight that is thought to be Blur
Might possibly, or not Incur
Acknowledge what is Evident
What you see, is what Occurs
See with what the soul Feels 
See not with Eyes Sight
To see this way is Real
Trust that It is Right
And you will see the Light
The light of the Very Soul
The only True and Real Sight
Embraces the only words  Assured are Known
Emotions of which "Silent Words" were Sown
Into the most universal language,  that to all is known
Yet it is a Language that..to each is their own
 
"Emotions; The most recognized and known language
That is heard,  Always in emotions of "Silent "Words". 
by Katy A.
 
  ~*~ 01.03.07 ~*~
 
 ©2007 *nomikjustkaty
 
 
 
January 22

Soothe My Soul....

 Upon on a Tilted Axis, I remain a Lost Soul
Thinking of the future, of The small vibration
That it would take to Acheive the Goal
To Shake my world, pain and sorrows Shunned
Sitting for hours, I have thought 'til Drained
Dreams that venture, while awaiting the One
Who will Take Away the Sorrows and Pain
Fulfilling the Goal
Soothing my Soul...
 
~*~ 01.20.0 ~*~
 
 
 ©2007 *nomikjustkaty
January 11

A Wretched Worlds End...

 
All Seeing is All Knowing
Seeing, Hearing, Speaking Evils
The Evidence of it Surrounds Us
Mankind and Enviroment Decline
I Ask Myself; Is This Evolution?
Or a Sign of the Times...
Of a Wicked World,
And a Wretched People
"This Land of Mine..."
Just a Wretched Worlds End...
      
~*~01.10.07~*~
 
 
 
 ©2006-2007 *nomikjustkaty
 
January 06

Bleeding The Dream...

Bleeding The Dream...
 
 
Sharp and Clear Whispers
Secrets, floating upon a breeze
Whispers, forever shouting
In Highest of Heights
And Deepest of Depths
Words of Repitition
In the Loudest of Whispers
That Bleed from a Dream
A Constant calling to me
A sleeping conscience
That lies forever awake
Always Bleeding the Dream...
 
 
 ©2007 ~nomikjustkaty
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
January 04

Pent Up Emotions....

So many Emotions, Pent up Inside
Twisted, Faded, Worn and Torn
Never to release, 'Til the day I have Died
The Pains of Existence, I remain Forlorn
To rid these Emotions, Many times I have Tried
All hopes of  Contentment, They are Bereft
Weary,  Of the many tears that I 've Cried
Until the Day,  This  world I have Left...

         ~*~  01.04.07  ~*~

 

  ©2007 ~nomikjustkaty

December 15

The Love I'll Never Gain...

 You remain in your world,
Your world of Imperfections
In mine,  I Unfurl
For you, All affections
Wanting you, in MY world
Without destroying yours
I could never  hurt you
Nor ever make you cry
So my love for you, I Hurl
More than ever, with a Force
Then destruction of my world
Begins to take its Course
And I am the one who Cries
As You remain in that world of yours
Destruction causes my world to Die
The Reality of it stares me in my face
And I realize now
My world,  You'll Never Grace
This Reality, It is tearing down my walls
And I am screaming,  at Loss of Faith
My world has Died, I have begun to Fall
And I  feel the Pain
Of a Broken Heart
And the Love I'll never Gain
While we're Worlds Apart..
 
 ©2006 ~nomikjustkaty
 
 
by Katy
November 19

An Ominous Secret....

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 ©2006 ~nomikjustkaty
 
An Ominous Secret
Suddenly approaching
She Hides in the Thick
Saving the Secret
She keeps it Forever
Never Passing her Lips
Remaining in her Eyes
Only The Branches
To Conceal Her...

Stock:

Background of sky and Model Sxc [link]

Tree Branches Sxc [link]
November 15

Lurking Entities...

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 ©2006 ~nomikjustkaty

 Lurking Entities...

Entities on a Constant Prowl
Hauntings of our Past and present
Their Souls lurking in the shadows,
The Dark entities
Haunting you...Confusing you
Always there
They never leave you alone
Their Misery loves your Company
The Light Entities
They are the dreams
Of Our Hopes
To Rid ourselves of the Darkness
Stay Cling to them
In this world Full of Darkness
The Dark that Hides the Light
In its Shadows
Entities Remains Lurking
Reaching for me
As I reach for the Light...
 
 
 Stock :


Angel sxc [link]

Devils statue sxc   http://www.sxc.hu
November 12

The Music I Make with You...

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 ©2006 ~nomikjustkaty

 

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Rose and texture from sxc.hu [link]

The poem is mine!!

October 08

Nocturnal Ball Eternal.....

Thank You to everyone for their wonderful Halloween

Gifts...I am hoping to be able to reply to your comments very soon, aside of being very busy, I am also still having troubles with msn, I have tried to get in through Mozilla and have had some luck with a few spaces, so I will continue to go through Mozilla as I can...I Miss everyone and will be talking with you very soon, I have actually been offline for a couple of weeks, only long enough to do a few things here and here, But things are slowing down and I hope to have some time free very soon!!

Hugs and Lot's of Love,

Katy

Just to let everyone know that I cannot get into anyones spaces, It literally takes 20-30 minutes for me to open a space and then another half hour just to type a comment the connection in msn is so bad....I have to retype nearly very single word when leaving the comment and then after spending an hour opening a space and trying to leave a comment.... I am lucky if it publishes when I hit the publish button...there is nothing more frustrating than to spend an hour tryng to leave comment and then the comment won't even publish...It is so very aggravating to come here and try and correspond with my friends here and when I do, My Blood pressure actually, literally rises....I cannot even enjoy the pleasure of my friends here....I am so frustrated with all of this...I cannot even be creative here...I want nothing moe than to be able tocorrespond with all of my friends ....I really am missing everyone so much.....I think of all of yu all of the time, I want to be able to enjoy the correspondence and the friendships here.....i am at a total lss as to what to do, but with all of my friends here, and the first one I go to , it takes an hour to comment and then leaves no time for others......I think this really pitiful, the service that is being provided....i would like to stay in touch ith everyone but is ard if I can't get into your spaces...You may feeel free to e-mail me or add me to you rmessengers with the folowing e-mail

nomikjustkaty@yahoo.com

nomikjustkaty@hotmail.com

I do miss everyone, if you would like to just write to me once so that I have your e-mails, that when you comment to my entries I can reply to you by mail if I have to....It is a shame that is how I have to correspond with you all....I will keep my space open, and continue to add entries as it allows me....I will keep trying to get into friends spaces as have the time to try but I cannot spend an hour on each friends space and not know if ater all of that time if the comment will even publish....So again please feel free to send me an e-mail

I miss everyone so very much!

Many Many Hugs and Much Much Love,

Katy

xoxox